Wednesday, July 25, 2007

first posting...


So here goes... I am always tinkering with new thoughts... my wild imagination, you know. I have been online all day long looking at all the new scrappy-stuff! It is sooooo exciting! I need inspiration so bad.
Yesterday, I made myself and three of my nurse friends little "brains." I took composition books and altered them... woo hoo! We nurses have so much paperwork to do in our facility it is hard to keep up with the everyday things... so I decorated these into little gems... maybe that will help keep us from making mistakes.
My poor husband has been dealing with my craziness lately... and I am sorry. I take little things out on him... ie: cleaning up after himself. I should know better. I saw his apartment he lived in before we got married... it isn't anything new. I wish I could NOT sweat the small stuff. I just don't know how to let stress roll off my back. I don't mean to hurt his feelings, really I don't. It seems like I pick fights with him when our funds are limited... or when he is paying more attention to the sport of the day than to me. Man, I am a jealous little witch, huh!
I think I need a day at the spa... you know... massage, manicure, and pedicure. I need to erase all my stress. What I really want is a day at the mall... I need new clothes. I have lost 60+ pounds in threee months! Woo Hoo! I have to get other priorities accomplished first...like the bills. So, I guess that means "no" for now.
Oh well, maybe this funk will lift. I sure hope it goes away soon. Anywhoo... I will post again later.

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